A Forbidden Fairytale Of A Tainted Girl ;|;

hate ' kenduri' Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

oh man...

i was force to go to a 'kenduri'
but i dun want to go!!!
its so boring and hot!!!!!!

just because we didnt eat yet, we're going to have lunch there!!!!
UGH!!!!
i ~~like~~ THIS DAY!!!!!
everyone is gonna stare at me awkwardly....

today SUCKS!! !! NO!!!

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 3:03 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

what does it mean?? does it have to do with us? yes...
love is something that everyone wishes to experience....
sometime we cant seem to have those kind of feelings.....

when we have someone we care...we wont let them go...
they are someone we hold so dearly..
without them, we're nothing...
once you had them,
your mind keep on telling to stay awake in reality forever..
because we finally know that dreams seem so
unnecessary now..

you think he is everything to you.....

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 1:59 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

guess what?
i didnt go to school after all!!!
im so LAZY!!!
i hope somethin fun wont happen today....
and, if teacher happens to give homeworks today,
i dun need to do cause i dun no wat homework that teacher gave!!
no need to ~~worry~~ if teacher want to check it on Monday cause i have a logic excuse to tell teacher why i havent finish it!!

im so BADASS!!!
i hope ainna wont kill me cause i didnt come today,...
i also told her that if i didnt come, ill send her a message and i DID!!!
hope she receives it...
or not she'll be all lonely at school...T^T
i dun want to ~~hurt~~ her feelings...
oh god..hope she ~~didnt~~ come today!!
so im safe!!!!

i want to spend my time eating, PIZZA
while can have the chicken wings that she love so much..

oh ya! i still got my orange juice to drink!!! Yum....

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 1:30 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

should i go to school tomorrow??
that question keep on bugging my mind....
but i hate school so....
i think i ~~SHOULD~~
nah....... that will only exist in my DREAMS!!
but still, i made a promise that i will come to school tomorrow...
oh shit.......
if i dont come, BYE-BYE BABES!!!
she' ll definitely kill me on Monday...
but im lazy to wake up early!!!
i should stay home and relax......

tomorrow is the day where i'll drink my fav smoothies , orange juice....

and listening to some musics would be nice..

since this month is quite ~~COLD~~
i probably eat a ton of ice creams!!!!

and no way i'll drink a ~~hot coffee~~ in a month like this!!!

anyway, i still wont go to ~~school~~
srry ainna, FORGIVE ME

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 11:15 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

i dedicate this post to ricky aka rocky
you are stupid as a dumb ass!!!!!
im going to slice your head with a chainsaw!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

do u have a brain or not???!!!!
you are driving me nuts!!!
crazy human is on the loose...
can u stop being stupid??

btw, ur goin to school tomorrow???

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 10:10 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

-----------so tired-------------

i thought i dun want to go to school today
i should pretend i have fever so mom would let me stay home
but,
i canceled it out.
i dun no why but suddenly i think i should go to school
even ill be dead meat!
i didn't bring my KH teras book so...
teacher want to check it today but,
it end up that im lucky cause suddenly teacher change her mind and end up
checking it next week!! woohoo!!!
my life is safe!!!!
and my friend, Aysha, joined the cheer leading club so
she got reasons why she can skip classes
NO FAIR!!!!
i dun want to learn either!!!
but she got a point since the competition will be on next week!
i'll be cheering for you, AYSHA!!
GO ANCHORZ!!!!
i use to join cheer leading to but quit since
my mom wont let me join anymore
cause she want me to study hard and get good marks!
over all, it was normal today (not included that i'll turn to dead meat if our KH teacher check our books)

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I raped Allen & Izaya @ 3:51 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

huh...since i got bad, and i mean REALLY BAD grades for exam,
my mom wont let me surf internet anymore.....
except for weekends duh....

she let me update my stuff and all
so i still can update my blog, myspace, twiiter, facebook and friendster
but still, i cant live without surfing internet for one day ONLY!!
i need to open it at least once a day!

is my own fault thought cause i did'nt study that hard before exams begin

what i do during holiday was playing, surfing IT, reading manga, watching animes and many more!!!
YOU DONT KNOW HOW WORSE MY LIFE IS!!!!!
its to retarded.....

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 1:50 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

its so boring at school!!
we're almost dead 'cause we didn't finish our art project yet
we told the teacher all kinds of excuses
and guess what?
teacher falls for it!!!
but we are so lucky!!
teacher said we can send it next week! woohoo!!
during science class, we learn all kind of things
it got to do with chemistry a bit...
i thought I'll get bored during it but it turns out not!
maybe 'cause today our science teacher teach about more efficiently
he usually talks a lot...
and one of friends seems to neglected me.
i dont no why. i didn't ask her.
well, if she wanna be that way,
okay fine!
i dont care anymore!!!
hahahaha!!!
im so badass!!

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 5:12 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

i wish i can drink a nice orange juice today to cool down my temper.
i was totally mad today!!!
how can he do that to me???!!!
UGH!!! IM SO BUST OUT!!!
i was watching TV and suddenly he switch it off without reasons!
i was like, 'WTF?!'
then he went down stairs..'
whats wrong with him???
i think he got his 'bad wind' again....
i was a total innocent and yet,
he did something really rude at me!!!
im so pissed out i tell YOU!!!
what i can do now is listen to my awesome musics!
they never fail to calm me down!^^
but i was a total shock-head today...
hope he wont do the same thing again.

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 4:03 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

there are here for me when i need them
when im in pain, they are the cure for it
they never leave my side
always there for me
can be count on
they are so precious to me
without them, i cant face the world bravely
once they're gone forever
we'll start to remember all the awesome past we had
we'll start to feel a droplet of tears coming out of our eyes
when someone ask, 'whats wrong?'
we told them is nothing
who else can share the same pain, happiness, sorrowfulness

but our friends that always with us!!

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 4:08 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

today is a boring day
so yea....
nothing special.
oh god! i made someone cry today!
i wasnt mean to!
!!! she will hate me for that!!
i just ask her to wipe the dust at my bag seen she use the chair where my bag is to stand and get something on top of her locker(i think)
i hope she forgive me!
i dont know that she was so sensitive!
i was being all Emo today so...
its possible that i would get angry on someone without reason.
hope she doesnt take it seriously!!!
wish me luck to face her tomorrow!!

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 3:28 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

we think that cupcake is cute, but it is'nt.

we think ginger bread or cookie is yummy, but its the opposite way.

ice-cream is cold, but the truth its hot.

i want to say is "things that we think look nice, sweet, delicious or tempting does'nt mean its truly are"

we miss the bus when we're late!

"wait!!!!"

we bring an umbrella when its rain

"huh..its raining again.."

when our friends is talking about love, we want join them even we don't know anything about it

"yea....right....yup...."

we force ourselves to study even we don't want to

"uh.... so boring..why mom ask me to study? exam is like, 3 weeks more!"

we want to buy those new handbags even our money is not enough

"wow....that one is new arrival!"

what we can do is to wait before something exciting would happen! like our first feeling of love...

I raped Allen & Izaya @ 6:53 PM

Hate and love doesnt matter at least u have urself ;)

Do you bother so much about the date ? :O

*i was given a name dina by my lovely parents.
*im reaching 13 now.
*i admire the things that seems to attract my intention
*i despise things that seems like against my 'Rules Of Life'
*if you think this is foolish, you can leave anytime.

anyway, WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!!!~

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